Questioner: I want to do social work, but I don’t know how to start.
KRISHNAMURTI:
I think it is very important to
find out not how to start, but why you want to do social work at all. Why do
you want to do social work? Is it because you see misery in the
world—starvation, disease, exploitation, the brutal indifference of great
wealth side by side with appalling poverty, the enmity between man and man? Is
that the reason? Do you want to do social work because in your heart there is
love and therefore you are not concerned with your own fulfillment? Or is
social work a means of escape from yourself? Do you
understand? You see, for example, all the ugliness involved in orthodox
marriage, so you say, “I shall never get married,” and you throw yourself into
social work instead; or perhaps your parents have urged you into it, or you
have an ideal. If it is a means of escape, or if you are merely pursuing an
ideal established by society, by a leader or a priest, or by yourself, then any
social work you may do will only create further misery. But if you have love in
your heart, if you are seeking truth and are therefore a truly religious
person, if you are no longer ambitious, no longer pursuing success, and your
virtue is not leading to respectability—then your very life will help to bring
about a total transformation of society.
I think it is very important to
understand this. When we are young, as most of you are, we want to do
something, and social work is in the air; books tell about it, the newspapers
do propaganda for it, there are schools to train
social workers, and so on. But you see, without self-knowledge, without
understanding yourself and your relationships, any social work you do will
turn to ashes in your mouth.
It is the happy man, not the
idealist or the miserable escapee, who is revolutionary; and the happy man is
not he who has many possessions. The happy man is the truly religious man, and
his very living is social work. But if you become merely one of the innumerable
social workers, your heart will be empty. You may give away your money, or
persuade other people to contribute theirs, and you may bring about marvellous
reforms; but as long as your heart is empty and your mind full of theories,
your life will be dull, weary, without joy. So, first understand yourself, and
out of that self-knowledge will come action of the right kind.
- excerpt from A Matter of Culture, J. Krishnamurti,
1930