Lines in the Mind
- Donella Meadows
The Earth was formed whole and continuous in the universe, without lines
The human mind arose in the universe needing lines, boundaries, distinctions. Here and not there. This and not that. Mine and not yours. That is sea and this is land, and here is the line between them. See? Its very clear on the map.
But, as the linguists say, the map is not the territory. The line on the map is not to be found at the edge of the sea.
Humans build houses on the land beside the sea, and the sea comes and takes them away.
That is not land, says the sea, it is also not sea. Look at the territory, which God created, not the map, which you created. There is no place where land ends and sea begins.
The places that are not-land ,and not-sea, are beautiful, functional, fecund. Humans do not treasure them. In fact, they barely see them because those spaces do not fit the lines in the mid. Humans keep busy dredging, filling, building, diking, draining the places between land and sea, trying to make them either one or the other,
Here is the line, the mind said, between Poland and Russia, between France and Germany, between Jordan and Israel. Here is the Iron Curtain between East and West. Here is the line around the United States, separating us from not-us. Its very clear here, on the map.
The cosmonauts and astronauts in space (cosmonauts are theirs, astronauts are ours) look down and see no lines. They are created only by minds. They shift in history as minds change.
On the earth’s time-scale, human-invented lines shift very quickly. The maps of fifty years ago, of 100 years ago, of 1000 years ago are very different from the maps of today. The planet is 4 billion years old. Human lines are ephemeral, though people kill one another over them.
Even during the fleeting moments of planetary time when the lines between nations are held still, immigrants cross them legally and illegally. Money and goods cross them legally and illegally. Migrating birds cross them, acid rain crosses them, radioactive debris from Chernobyl crosses them. Ideas cross them with the speed of sound and light. Even where Idea Police stand guard, ideas are not stopped by lines. How could they be? The lines are themselves only ideas.
Between me and not-me there is surely a line, a clear distinction, or so it seems. But now that I look, where is that line?
This fresh apple, still cold and crisp from the morning dew, is not-me only until I eat it. When I eat , I eat the soil that nourished the apple. When I drink, the waters of the earth become me. With every breath I take in I draw in no-me and make it me. With every breath out, I exhale me into not-me.
If the air and the waters and the soils are poisoned, I am poisoned. Only if I believe the fiction of the lines more than the truth of the lineless planet will I poison the earth, which is myself.
Between you and me, now there is certainly a line. No other line feels more certain than that one. Sometimes it seems not a line but a canyon, a yawning empty space across which I cannot reach.
Yet you keep appearing in my awareness. Even when you are far away, something of you surfaces constantly in my wandering thoughts. When you are nearby, I feel you presence, I sense your mood. Even when I try not to. Especially when I try not to.
If you are on the other side of the planet, if I don’t know your name, if you speak a language I don’t understand, even then, when I see a picture of your face, full of joy, I feel your joy. When your face shows suffering, I feel that too. Even when I try not to. Especially then. I have to work hard not to pay attention to you. When I succeed, when I close my mind to you with walls of indifference, then the presence of those walls, which constrain my own aliveness, are reminders of the you to whom I would rather not pay attention.
When I do pay attention, very close attention, when I open myself fully to your humanity, your complexity, your reality, than I find, always, under every other feeling and judgment and emotion, that I love you.
Even between you and me, even there, the lines are only of our own making.