My
Reminiscences – Rabindranath Tagore
"I
know not who paints the pictures on memory's canvas; but whoever he may be,
what he is painting are pictures; by which I mean that he is not there with his
brush simply to make a faithful copy of all that is happening. He takes in and
leaves out according to his taste. He makes many a big thing small and small
thing big. He has no compunction in putting into the background that which was
to the fore, or bringing to the front that which was behind. In short, he is painting
pictures, and not writing history...
Some
years ago, on being questioned as to the events of my past life, I had occasion
to pry into this picture chamber. I had thought to be content with selecting
some few materials for my Life's story. I then discovered, as I opened the
door, that Life's memories are not Life's history, but the original work of an
unseen artist. The variegated colours scattered about
are not reflections of outside lights, but belong to the painter himself, and
come passion-tinged to his heart; thereby unfitting the record on the canvas
for use as evidence in a court of law.
But though the attempt to gather precise history from memory's storehouse may be fruitless, there is a fascination in looking over the pictures, a fascination which cast its spell on me.
The
road over which we journey, the wayside shelter in which we pause, are not
pictures while yet we travel--they are too necessary, too obvious. When,
however, before turning into the evening resthouse,
we look back upon the cities, fields, rivers, and hills which we have been
through in Life's morning, then, in the light of the passing day, are they
pictures indeed. Thus, when my opportunity came, did I look back, and was
engrossed...
What
one has truly felt, if only it can be made sensible to others, is always of
importance to one's fellow-men."